AttentionAttentionStarving for attention, but not just any attention.Attention from the right person.Who is the right person?It may not be who I think it is.It probably isn’t who thinks he is. Or maybe it is.Maybe it is who I want it to be,But I doubt that who I want it to be wants to be that person.A friend, yes, but more? I doubt it.The problem is,I don’t know how to flirt.And I’m much too shy to be direct.And maybe I am too nice? (He’s the one who said I’m too nice.)(At least I know he thinks I’m nice.)Why can’t I allow myself to believe that a guy might actually like me?(I mean one who I actually would want to date. Not someone who just wants a fuck.) (Or someone who only talks to me while high.) *Same person.I wish I could force myself to say something, anything.
3 Random HaikuChocolate cake timeWho knows when it'll be here?I can't wait for cake.Time to go to bedI can't wait to fall asleep.Can't wait for weekends.Tardis on a chain,I watch Doctor Who with you.Remember, Doctor.