Repeated StupidityI always do this.Something stupid.I lose my best friend.I don't want that to happen again.I couldn't survive it again.
2000 milesI Lied,I want you to drop the world for meBut thats too selfish.I hate myself for that.I cant do this anymore.Im broken,I need someone to fix me.He was a good fix,For a moment,But its not working.I dont love him.I need someone closer,Someone I can hold,And kiss,And hug.2000 miles.Its too much.
HappinessJust when i thought I had no oneYou came in and rescued me.I was at rock bottom,And now, thinking about you,My head is in the clouds.No one has ever made me feel this way.I'm glad to have you to make me feel better.I hope you're as glad to have me.You make me giggle.You make me grin.You make me smile.You make me happy.
Word VomitI hate this, I hate everything that is going on right now. Its bullshit that school is so important now. I want to learn, yes, but I dont think that grades should matter after high school. I dont think that college is right for me, and yes Ive said that before, and I realized that if I dont continue with my schooling I will get nowhere in life, but that doesnt change my opinion. Its fucked up, society is. Some of the smartest people I know cant handle school. Having a good education doesnt mean that you are smart. There are people who went to the best schools in the world who dont know anything. I would rather learn about what I want to from talking to people, not from sitting in a classroom. I dont want to be tested on things. I want to be able to learn what I want and not have to be accountable for useless information that I dont care about. I honestly dont really give a shit about math. I am a creative per
Autobiograghical SketchAutobiographical SketchI was not baptized until I was five years old, when my parents started going to their church. My mother and brother were baptized at the same time. I remember it fairly well, because I was older than most people are when they are baptized in the Lutheran church. It was very special because they used water that was brought from the Jordan River, but I did not understand that at the time. During my baptism everyone went down to be blessed with the water, so I thought that they always did that. When I went to another baptism I found out that mine was special because of the water from the Jordan River. When I was young I always went to church and Sunday school, but after I was confirmed I stopped going as often. I do not really know why I stopped; I just didnt want to go any more. I guess I stopped believing everything as easily, I became more suspicious of what I was being told and started thinking for myself. I still believe in god, bu
Addiction?When I'm not thereI am not okay.I miss my friends, they'reUp near the Bay.Being awayGives me painLike an addictionTo my home, friends.I can'tFunctionWithout themWithout it.My friends are my drugMy home is my drugHow can I break the addiction?Why would I want to?